Trying to find myself...

I am tired of large groups. One cannot be truly in a large group. There is something that being surrounded to too many people makes one behave like someone else. While in a small group, one can be oneself, share one's opinion and have meaningful conversations. I am barely holding on to my own self and I cannot afford losing it in a large group. I hope my group of friends can understand. Well, true friends always make sure to understand and I don't really care about losing the ones pretending.