The asshole in me

Maybe I am the asshole in this whole story
I could see it happening
You falling in love with me
And I let yourself do it
Even knowing I could not correspond
Knowing I was hooked to a friend of yours
That you knew nothing about it
I really wanted to like you
You are perfect in so many ways
But, unfortunately, I cannot feel the flame
Out of my control
I thought that with time I could light it up
And then your question came
I had to tell you the truth
Trying not to hurt you
I am still obsessed about your friend
As much as I didn't want to
I hurt you
It got me all apprehensive
To think I could cause you so much pain
I guess I do like you a lot in some way
Or I wouldn't care that much
Or it wouldn't hurt me so much
To think that you were sad

Infinite questions

Lost in the universe
Alone
Like everyone else
Living my point of view
Trying to understand others
My world, my life
Is there a world without me?
If the only thing I see is what I make of it?
What is life and the experiences we have?
Do we really connect to other people?
I keep looking for answers
That never come
But only questions sum up
All the time
How do I know I am alive?
Is alive something of being?
What is being?
"I think, therefore I am!"
Oh, I think constantly
My messy head is full of thoughts interwinding
I want to know more
to get closer
even if I know it is infinite...

Como apagar uma mente obsessiva?

Com medo de perder-te
Perdi-te
Me afoguei nos meus medos
Me perdi em pensamentos
Sobre o que falar
Como fazer para você ficar

Você ficou de algum modo
Minha obsessão
Ali,
Onde minha mente gosta de vagar

Quem é você?
Não sei
Só uma ideia
Uma ideia do que poderia ser
Do que poderia ter sido

Por que tem tua face?
Jamais poderei explicar
Ela aparece em minha cabeça
Como se a conhecesse desde sempre

Como apagar uma mente obsessiva?
É hora de fugir desse mundo imaginário

the idea, it's all about the idea

I fell in love with the idea of you
That was my mistake
Seemed the past taught me nothing
The mystery left me doubts
Enough space to fill in
So easy to create a whole new person

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We all like and see the ideas we create in our mind. No one is what we think they are. The world is also just the idea we made of it. It is impossible to know everything and the blank spaces are filled with what we are. Or what we want to be. Ideas are more important. People die everyday and no one care. However, if there is an idea behind, it is a big deal. If you want to be remember, try to get the idea of you to be big.

IDEAS - all the matters!