Ahead...

I searched the horizon and now I see the shore approaching. Soon I will be there to start a new beginning. No need to be afraid. It can only get better. One just needs to fight one struggle at a time. I can do this. I am stronger than ever. I am the future, the future belongs to me.

The thing that never was

I, the coward. I write here as I don't have the courage to take it forward. I have been in this road for 1.5 years and done nothing. Ok, nothing is a bit too much. I have taken some risks, but very small ones that took me nowhere. I need to just not think and act, say something very direct. But, how can I change it now? I was never like that and if I change, I won't be me. Do I want someone to like me when I am not me? Or do I prefer to keep the endless road with no end. I should just take a turn and move in another direction. Maybe I will learn to take bigger risks. What should I be afraid of anything? I just don't want to have to pass through some awkward moments if things don't go my way. I don't know if I would be able to stand. What can I do? Aaaaahhhh. My only solution at the moment is to scream out loud and hopefully find another solution. I cannot keep walking on the same path forever...