one time only

My friend told me yesterday that she only remember one time that I was happy and relaxed. I know her for about 2 years already. Did I only have one happy moment? I fell very happy and relaxed when I am dancing. Maybe she does not realized that. Can it be that I am that unhappy? I know I am a depressed person for a long time, but I remember quite a feel moments that I was relaxed. Maybe it was just an illusion. I hope the next step I am taking in my life will help me relax a bit more.

We are all the same

I wonder every time I read a poem, a book, listen to a song,... Most of the time I feel like it describe exactly me, what I am feeling. I wonder if it is just a matter of interpretation. The fact that I am reading and only assimilating what I want. Or maybe, people are not as different as I think. Deep inside, we all are afraid of so many things. The same feelings are present in everyone's life. Some people fortunate are able to express as accurate as possible these feelings and it is when we all feel the same: It is about me! It is about anyone!