falling apart

I guess we are falling apart
No more interactions
I don't know what you are doing
I know nothing about you
Only random encounters are to come

Let go

I might not have been wrong about you after all
It is just complicated as always
Around me things are never easy
And you can feel that
Maybe it is the same for you
I am not sure
You hide so much from me
I can never tell anything
I have to make up all these theories
I just don't know
You are so brave
I would have run away
You are still there, fighting
I am still there as well
I don't know why
But I have this really good feeling coming from you
You drive me a crazy
And I stay with all these questions
I don't know how to let go
How to love without rationalising
I might be old enough
I just never learned it
Funny how a young soul can teach me so much
Even with so few interactions
You are there
In my mind
Bothering me to learn more
More about you
More about connections
More about love
More about myself
Learning to let go
And just go for it
I will just go for it

Why

Why do you fear me?
What do I do wrong?
What do I do right?
Do you fear yourself around me?
Or is it me?
Why is it always so complicated?
Why can't it be just let go?
Why do I overthink?
Why?
Why?
...

The Pacific

And I saw him for the first time

In a sunny afternoon in Lima

Walking down in Miraflores

He was so distant at first

But I walked my way toward him

Admiring his every single detail

Like how the sun reflected on him

He looked at me in charming waves

I got closer and closer

Wanted to see his features better

From the top of the hill

I could see his vastness

His movements were hypnotising

I didn’t dare to make close contact this time

I will need another chance

But even from the distance

For some instants

The Pacific and I were one