Let go

I might not have been wrong about you after all
It is just complicated as always
Around me things are never easy
And you can feel that
Maybe it is the same for you
I am not sure
You hide so much from me
I can never tell anything
I have to make up all these theories
I just don't know
You are so brave
I would have run away
You are still there, fighting
I am still there as well
I don't know why
But I have this really good feeling coming from you
You drive me a crazy
And I stay with all these questions
I don't know how to let go
How to love without rationalising
I might be old enough
I just never learned it
Funny how a young soul can teach me so much
Even with so few interactions
You are there
In my mind
Bothering me to learn more
More about you
More about connections
More about love
More about myself
Learning to let go
And just go for it
I will just go for it