Jumping from the abysm

Today I took a deep breath and jumped into the unknown. I opened myself to be hurt again, but hopefully to be happy as well. It is not easy, my heart is still pumping hard. I am afraid of the answer, so I leave it to read it tomorrow. That is, if I have the answer by tomorrow. I have no idea where this will get me, but I am certain it will help me open up in the future. All is a learning process and I have so much to learn in interacting with people. I am giving small steps forward, it will take a while until I am near the normal line...