June 02, 2015

All about letting yourself go...

Last week I decided to jump the cliff. The fall scared the hell of me, but the adrenaline of the try embraced my body completely and I just let it go. I grew more with this experience than I did before in years of hiding myself in my shell. Today I feel like i can take the world. It is there waiting for me to take it. I told my story and I managed not to cry. Well, to hide the cry at least. How can I learn to feel if I never let myself feel anything? Also, I learned deeply about someone else. I heard his story. This helps to see the world in a completely different light. All of us go through some suffering in our lives. There is no way to measure it. All of us take it differently. I let it make me a nice person. I decided I don't like hurting other people, so I take the blame. I know how to del with it now. And I can be happy with that.

All I can say is jump the cliff. Maybe you will fly.

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