Evaporating

you made me tired of life
when you left me no explanation
all the question unanswered
were left to hunt me down
you disappeared for a while
and came back like there was nothing
like there never was
I was mistaken all the time
Did I imagine all of that?
Or did you change so much?
The rain is falling outside
And all I want is that feeling again
Maybe there will be nothing to stop me this time
I want to become one with the rain
And fall all over town
Then just flow through the streets
And go back to the clouds
You wouldn't matter anymore
I would be connect to something
I would have a purpose
I would be worth something