The irrational talks

My irrational asks my rational
Why did you let this happen?
Why you let go and got through this situation?
My rational answers my irrational
Because it was right
Because I cannot live a lie
Because I don't like anyone suffering
My irrational tells my rational
But you are suffering now
Is that worth your pain?
Is that worth your tears?
My rational replies my irrational
Is it worth others pain
When you are not sure?
You keep telling me you don't know
The irrational tells the rational
Yes, I don't know
You should make our mind
The rational continues
I did and you keep questioning my decision
The irrational says
Because I am not sure
I can only feel the pain
The madness that takes me over
When the rational says
Suck it up
It was our decision to not cause pain
And live with the consequences.