Time is up, forget is all I can do

I need to learn to stop caring about you
I need to train my eyes to stop following your moves
I need to stop remembering what you like or dislike
How your face turns sideways when you smile
I need to learn that it is all over
There is no hope
That you never wanted to give me what you give her
That I was just something to spend some time with
I need to start seeing more clearly about my life
And forget that you ever existed that way
It shouldn't be that hard, we are already far apart
I wish I could stop seeing you around
But where I meet you is what keeps me sane
I regret so many things in our time together
I offered you my heart and you didn't care
I told you my story, but now it seems like you didn't listen
I opened up like never before and you left me there
Broken, ashamed, feeling cheap
I was just a thing, not worthy to worry