to be available

I am always available and that's a problem. I am always trying to find a way to meet my friends, never miss an opportunity. It's not the same on the other side. Sometimes I feel like I am left out of many things they know I would like to participate. Sometimes they just forget to include me. And I am there trying to invite everyone I know that would like the next adventure. I think more about the others than myself. When I will learn to take care of myself a bit more? It is good to think about others, but I should put myself more importance. I have to become busy with myself.