Let yourself be vulnerable, they said. Happiness come from vulnerability...
And I let myself that, but not completely. Now I suffer the consequences of trying and getting no answer. Why it has always to be so hard? Even when it is suppose to be just a crazy act that will last a short period? I wish to understand what goes on other people's head. Why do they say things they don't really mean? I wonder if they even think about the consequences of those words. People that are emotional unstable like I am should walk around with a sign on our heads. To let people know that we are fragile and should be handle with care. The problem is wanting to let so many strangers actually know this deep trace on ourselves. And that these strangers shall have to be taught to know how to deal with us. Well, no sign would be needed if people were always kind and true to everyone. You don't want to tell the truth? Choose not saying anything instead of just a lie. Be quiet. Silence can sometimes be more rewarding than any bullshit words. We all need a bit of kindness and truth.
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