What is it like to be pretending to be someone else? How easy it is? Can this actually change who you are? Can you start being part of the pretending world and lose yourself in the way? I think not. I am an introvert. My whole life story told me this. However, somehow, I tried to be different. I tried to be part of a large group. To get to know more and more people. To talk to everyone. For a while, it seemed like the pretend world would swallow me and that would turn truth. Two long has passed and I am falling behind. My real self keeps fighting back. And I like it more and more because of this. It is sickening the fact that I let myself pretend to be something else. I am me! And that's my best quality. No one else is like that. I have my own thoughts, my own struggles, my own battles won. I just need to learn to always embrace this and not let anyone or anything take that away from me. I am an introvert, so if you want to talk to me, be prepared to talked more than shallow thoughts. Be prepared to become a close friend. I don't need anyone else to just say shit around me.
Embrace yourself, that's my only advice!
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